在過去的一個月裡，我身邊發生了很多事，雖然每天我都和平常一樣，每日都和同事、朋友及家人閒談說笑，或是埋怨地說工作多忙碌，甚至乎笑談自己的日本之旅等趣事，但內心總是不能開懷，每當夜欄人靜的時候，心裡總是充滿著懷念及內咎的感覺。懷念是因為知道自己永遠不可能再對她做任何事，亦不可以再和她說話及觸摸她，而不斷想起往事；內咎是因為覺得自己做得不夠多及不夠好。
我的心裡很清楚及明白這是人的必經階段及這個自然定律，亦不斷自我安慰地對自己說”這對她更好”，因為可以擺脫疾病的枷鎖，但明白歸明白，心情歸心情，的確這次失去的感覺，對我來說是一個很大的打擊，相對我中學時代所失去的，又是另一種痛，不竟失去了才覺得重要及學懂珍惜。
而這次失去的經驗，更令我體會到世界每天都在改變，身邊所有的人和物都不是必然的，雖然以前一路都明白這道理，但當時的我不曾體會過，往往亦只是隨口說出，在眼裡只是看，並沒有真正去面對這些變化，因此不懂珍惜著自己身邊的一切，而這點正正是我最內咎的一環...
但如題目一樣，過去的早已是過去，雖然我並未能在這麼短的時間內釋懷，但這已是過去了，我相信我會更努力地及更用心地去珍惜我現有的一切。
2008年6月8日星期日
2008年6月7日星期六
日本之旅 - 1
不經不覺，我地係喱次日本之旅過左一半時間。由於我地今次的旅程既主題係食... 所以我地只係去左好少觀光地點 - 真係勁少。
好，就等我係喱到介紹一下喇...
我地既行程total 有6日, 依加係寫緊blog既時候,係啱啱完左3日既行程，由於我家姐有帶電腦黎，所以就把握佢唔用電腦既時間寫下blog同講下我去左邊，發生左d乜同食左d乜...
哈哈，睇完你地都會話我喱個係增肥團...
第一日：
我地係早上6點出門口出發去機場，因為我地搭9點機，所以可以話係晨咁早起身去機場，點知個地勤話比我地知，我地搭果班機好full，所以問我地如果佢轉直航機比我地好唔好，但係要遲1個鍾起飛，我地當然無問題喇，因為雖然遲1個鍾頭起飛，但係可以早1個鍾頭到，最重要就係我地可以唔使係台北停，當然立刻confirm冇問題喇，就係咁，我地比原定計劃早左少少到到逹名古屋，約3pm。到逹後，我地第一時間去酒店check-in, 之後就嗱嗱啉去左日本既其中一個百貨商埸買野，當日我地並無去任何地點觀光，只係係百貨公司的超市買左d野食就直上留上既百貨公司逛逛，而當晚，我地只係係地道既居酒屋食飯，show一兩樣既食比你地睇下喇，當然重有我最最最喜愛既野喇~
總結：我地第一日係無去過任何地方觀光，只係食同飲。
好，就等我係喱到介紹一下喇...
我地既行程total 有6日, 依加係寫緊blog既時候,係啱啱完左3日既行程，由於我家姐有帶電腦黎，所以就把握佢唔用電腦既時間寫下blog同講下我去左邊，發生左d乜同食左d乜...
哈哈，睇完你地都會話我喱個係增肥團...
第一日：
我地係早上6點出門口出發去機場，因為我地搭9點機，所以可以話係晨咁早起身去機場，點知個地勤話比我地知，我地搭果班機好full，所以問我地如果佢轉直航機比我地好唔好，但係要遲1個鍾起飛，我地當然無問題喇，因為雖然遲1個鍾頭起飛，但係可以早1個鍾頭到，最重要就係我地可以唔使係台北停，當然立刻confirm冇問題喇，就係咁，我地比原定計劃早左少少到到逹名古屋，約3pm。到逹後，我地第一時間去酒店check-in, 之後就嗱嗱啉去左日本既其中一個百貨商埸買野，當日我地並無去任何地點觀光，只係係百貨公司的超市買左d野食就直上留上既百貨公司逛逛，而當晚，我地只係係地道既居酒屋食飯，show一兩樣既食比你地睇下喇，當然重有我最最最喜愛既野喇~
總結：我地第一日係無去過任何地方觀光，只係食同飲。
2008年6月4日星期三
2008年6月3日星期二
I WONT LAST A DAY WITHOUT YOU
唱: 宇多田光及椎名林檎
Day after day I must face a world of strangers
Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong
It's nice to know that there's someone I can turn to
Who will always care, you're always there
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
So many times when the city seems to be without
A friendly face, A lonely place
It's nice to know that you'll be there if I need you
And you'll always smile, it's all worthwhile
(*) When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
Touch me and I end up singing
Troubles seem to up and disappear
You touch me with the love you're bringing
I can't really lose when you're near
When you need my love...
If all my friends have forgotten half their promises
They're not unkind, just hard to find
One look at you and I know that I could learn to live
Without the rest, I found the best
Repeat (*) (*)
Day after day I must face a world of strangers
Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong
It's nice to know that there's someone I can turn to
Who will always care, you're always there
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
So many times when the city seems to be without
A friendly face, A lonely place
It's nice to know that you'll be there if I need you
And you'll always smile, it's all worthwhile
(*) When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
Touch me and I end up singing
Troubles seem to up and disappear
You touch me with the love you're bringing
I can't really lose when you're near
When you need my love...
If all my friends have forgotten half their promises
They're not unkind, just hard to find
One look at you and I know that I could learn to live
Without the rest, I found the best
Repeat (*) (*)
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